Tuesday, January 18, 2011

She is; beautiful....*

She is GOD's creation, HIS pride and joy...

She is GOD's created perfection...

She is beautiful, even though most times she hates who stares at her in every reflection...

She is found, even though most times she feel so lost...

She can see, though she wears blinds to cover the reality...

She is focused, probably on things that sometimes really don't need focus...

She is playful, with many things even herself...

She is finding the way, probably looking in the wrong place for the right directions but at least she's not stopped looking for the directions...

She is fulfilled; not with the right things, but she is searching for the right fulfillment all in all...

She is patient; probably with things that will happen really soon, but she is learning patience with herself and love too...

She loves; its hard to love, when you really have been hurt by it, but GOD said don't stop loving, HE never stopped even though HE was hurt...so she is trying to live by love's principle...

She is alone; only in her mind, when she forgets that distance is just but miles, the heart will have no clue of the miles like the eyes...

She is wild; she knows that she is untamed but only because she is looking for something that makes it all worthwhile, something that will last...

She is cautious; with who she trusts but accommodating once she does, but you break her trust and she will never trust you again...

She is precious; to me, because i love her, she's not perfect to me but she cares...

She is a friend; for i know that she worries about me, close to me as a sister....

She is flawed; not in the way everyone thinks, but rather the fact that she loves hard and breaks harder, she cares too much for others and not enough for her, she takes a lot in and lets little out...

She is silent; about real pain, crushing pain, and i worry its eating away at her beautiful self...

She is delicate; not because she is a lady, but because she has a heart of gold, encased in diamond...

She is indifferent; to attitude that doesn't please her, people who don't take her seriously...

She is polite; to elders...

She is extraordinary; when she believes she can, when she does what she knows she can. The right kind of can...

She is remarkable; in her element, she shines so bright...

She is intelligent; when you listen to the analytical mind that speaks....

She is intimidated; when you don't believe she can...

She is pressured; to live by worldly standards when she wants to live by her own, they may be a bit twisted but she is still searching for that standard that fulfills her...

She is judged; by those who don't take time to see her depth and beauty like i do.

She is trustworthy; for my secrets are vaulted in her memory...

She is true; to her word and at times to herself., we all have moments of epiphany...

She is searching; for a meaning to everything, and GOD will help her find it. That i do not doubt...

She is linguistic; i mean 4 languages is no easy feet... :)

She is; so much more than meets the eye, all what i cannot begin to describe and explain. Learning her takes time but is worth the time...for see she is beauty undiscovered, fragile but graceful, like porcelain she is delicate but still like titanium, floats through so much drama unscathed even though sometimes she threatens to sink, she looks up and sees the few strong hands holding her up and the fervent prayers keeping her afloat...

Mother's joy, GOD's child, Daddy's girl, sister's pillar, friend's sister, my *blo.ndi.e*

She is; Nyamambia Nyaribo....

She is; beautiful....*


We are making a mark!!!*

...Renewed..*

Silently we cry, we sit in corners and shed tears...

GOD watches over us so relentlessly, calling out to us in our pain to see HIS outstretched arms of love...

GOD patiently waits for us to see HIS loving grace and abounding love in our lives, even through the most miserable of times when you feel as though everything is crashing down on your head, JESUS is telling you "take up MY yoke, for MY burden is easy and MY yoke light."

JESUS is calling out to you telling you "I will give you peace that surpasses understanding," all we have to do is just trust in HIM..

so in my corner of tears...i will trust the JESUS for even through my struggles i find peace in THY loving arms...for i know that YOU uphold me with THY righteous right hand... JESUS i am your child, i will not be cast away and left...for Psalms 91 assures me i am protected, Philippians 4:6,7 reminds me of peace YOU promised, Psalms 31:24 still keeps my mind set on you...knowing that Psalms 37:4 will come to pass...but most of all LORD, Luke 24:46-48 proves JESUS is alive and keeping me in HIS hands...

and JESUS is coming back to take me home...

So in my sadness i will rejoice for soon my mourning shall turn into joy for JESUS said so..."great is GOD's faithfulness, morning by morning new mercies i will see...as thou hast been LORD, THOU forever wilt be.."

Rainbow mercies...*

We are making a mark!!!*