Authentic perfection...authentic perception, thats what they do....
Spinning tasteful lies through the innocent ears of a post mortem teen,
only an "adultic" teen thats what she was.
She left home chasing "greener grass," looking for "quiet waters," searching for "pastures..."
so she set her trail ablaze, burned the memories of the past quiet life, the peaceful, Oh how peaceful it was...
She got up on her feet, letting the rain wash her clear of her past achievements and stepped throught to the horizon of mistakes...Mistakes that a prodigal child must make, a rite of passage or so she thought...
blue dress, pretty bows, taunt belt, skinny jeans designer bag, expensive shades...well that was the the new look, a metarmorphosis of persona, a person of sheer insecurity...
She saw no-one but herself, "Pride goes before destruction a haughty spirit before a fall..." thats the girl who she became...proud, obnoxious, inconsiderate, selfish, broken, hurt, insecure, tortured, unconcerned, depressed and tired...
She looks to the mirror and all she sees are the remnants of a beautiful girl...
her mind flashes to the instant it all began...
"Let's go dammit! What are you waiting for?" he called out.
that was the man she had purposed to love, the man who was gonna show her the way to live, the high life the life where all she had to do was party, and drink all night...
she did all the things mother warned her about, she tried all the things her father told her not to...she left the GOD she had known for a life of misery...."bad company ruins good morals..."
So here she is looking into the memory bank of her mind trying to find a solid plan of life from this point forward...trying to go at it by herself...trying to live by a standard that was socially and morally acceptable in a place of no morals....How does a faithful untainted daughter of GOD decide to live by the standards set by a worldy place....?
Looking into her own eyes she was sad...saddened by the state of emergency she was...bruised soul, broken heart, tortured mind....she was a sinner, and right at that point she felt truly like a sinful sinner...
but when GOD says "never will I live you nor forsake you", HE means every letter.
In her broken mind she couldn't see past the broken tears, always a broken corpse...
GOD is close to the broken hearted and saves the crushed in spirit...
Help was on the way long before trouble began, help was on the way long before sin had taken her down...
See GOD gives sight to the blind even before they ask for it, "ask and it shall be given to you...." but you must first understand that "seek ye first the kingdom of GOD and HIS righteousness and EVERYTHING ELSE will be added to you" that is a definite, "amazing grace how sweet the sound..."
and so when the pre-"adultic" teen felt lost and dead, GOD restored the breathe of life that had dimed in her...giving her reason to smile and praise..." for when the daughter was still a long way of, the father ran and embraced her..."
GOD gave me a hug when i needed it the most...Authentic Love, authentic peace...
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| A hug when I needed one...:) |
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